someone is boring me and i think it's me

posted on 11 Aug 2008 10:07 by axtxoxm

So I noticed lately I have been more concerned about everthing.
Not as in, everybody is noticing this. Just... I've been more carefree, more about having fun, less about hiding, less about "the serious stuff". It's how it should be. It's a part of what I admire about someone.

I don't know if it will last, but I hope it does. To see if I can pull it off

.....

Can't wait to watch america's next top model cycle 11 coming up next month!

........

It's summer. I'm a senior year and this might be my last semester in japan. I thought it would be nice if i spend my last summer here but i found myself had a coffee alone at starbucks TT

...........

I have so much time to make this new website.
Since I have too many websites now i deleted those and focus only this one : )

.........................

I wonder if everyone a n a l y z e s things like I do.
Sometimes I don't understand how someone can wake up,
be who they are with everything that implies, be in a relationship, whatever, without thinking about it. But sometimes I also think I'm making it much m ore complicated than most people. How can you be someone and never question, analyze, think about who that someone is? Maybe I'm just completely fucked up.